Dear friends and neighbors…

Thank you for your response to our invitation to participate in this E-mail Forum presentation WHAT HAPPENS AFTER DEATH.  It is our sincerest desire that you have been greatly comforted, especially now during these troubling times.

Our initial presentation which was launched on April 22nd, as a practical matter so as not to be overwhelming, was spread out over 4 consecutive days and concludes our E-mail Forum presentation WHAT HAPPENS AFTER DEATH.  We are now continuing in greater depth on a weekly basis every Wednesday hereafter, which had begun on April 29th.  Feel free at any time to E-mail any questions you may have, or to contribute any thoughts and input.  We will always get back to you on a personal one-to-one basis, so as to maintain confidentiality and your privacy.  None of your personal information will be shared with anyone else in the Forum; we will honor and respect confidentiality in all matters.

If you remember nothing else from this Forum, never forget this: GOD LOVES YOU.
God’s Love 4 U is…

  • Unconditional
  • Unfailing
  • Unchanging 
  • Unending

Whenever a born-again child of God places their entire life an the altar of sacrifice
…wholly surrendered unto God, wholly given for the blessings and salvation of souls… and walks in the Power of the indwelling Holy Spirit the path that our Blessed Christ Personally walked and dedicated for us…a new and living way to God through the veil, that is to say, through the veil of His flesh…the path of obedience and suffering, self-sacrifice and self-denial, death to sin and death to self…you can be sure you will become a target of Satan’s fury!  All Hell will break loose against you!

Several weeks ago, the Lord allowed Hell’s onslaught to take place in my life.  I was tormented and terrorized with overwhelming evil thoughts, images, and imaginations in my heart over continual stretches of time, day and night…beyond anything I had ever experienced before!  It became clear that Satan’s intent was to destroy me!

I had known in my mind, and written about, that in my physical life, maturity is growth from the utter dependence of a baby to the complete independence and self-reliance of an adult.  In my spiritual life, however, maturity is growth from independence and self-reliance to utter dependency upon God.  He is most spiritually mature who lives a life of unreserved child-like dependence upon God.  Just as a baby opens its mouth and cries whenever it has physical needs, so I open my mouth and cry whenever I have spiritual needs.  Just as a baby is utterly and hopelessly helpless to satisfy its physical needs… and will surely physically die if no one hears its cry and comes to satisfy its needs…just so am I utterly and hopelessly helpless to satisfy my spiritual needs…and will surely spiritually die if God my Father does not hear my cry and come to satisfy my spiritual needs.

It is one thing to know this truth in your mind, but it is quite another to know this experientially!  My Father allowed me to experience in my soul the horror of realizing that unless He came to rescue me…I was going to surely spiritually die!  There was absolutely no question, no hope, not the remotest possibility of my being able to do anything about it!  And I was frightened and scared…continually crying out for my Father like a little child!  I was experiencing something of the emotional agony that Jesus Himself experienced in the Garden that night when He began to be deeply distressed and troubled at the prospect of the cross.  The Greek verbs used in the Biblical text described an extremely acute emotion, a compound of bewilderment, fear, uncertainty and anxiety, nowhere else portrayed in such vivid terms as here: shuddering awe; deep distress; overpowering mental distress; full of terror and distress; surprised and terrified; fright and anguish. 


I know that nothing good lives in me, that is, in my sin-enslaved human nature.  For I have the desire to do what is good, but I cannot carry it out.  For what I end up doing is not the good deeds I want to do; no, the evil deeds I do not want to do…this I keep on doing!  Now if I so often end up doing what I do not want to do, it is no longer I myself who do it, but it is the enslaving power of sin living in my human nature that asserts itself and does it.  So I find this law at work in me: when I want to do what is right and good, evil is right there with me subjecting me to its insistent demands.  For in my inner being I delight in God’s Law; but I see another law at work in the members of my body, waging war against the law embraced by my regenerated mind and making me a prisoner of the indwelling principle of sin at work within the members of my body.  So then, to sum up this whole matter, such is the unchanging conflict of these two principles within me as a child of God: I myself in my regenerated mind am a willing bondslave to God’s Law, but, in the sin-enslaved human nature that still remains a part of me, a wretched slave to the rule and reign of the indwelling principle of sin.  What a wretched man I am!  Who, then, shall deliver me out of bondage to this indwelling law of sin and into moral freedom, where my body shall no longer serve as the seat of this shameful death?  Thanks be to God… He has delivered me and set me free through my living union of oneness with Christ Jesus my Lord! [Rom 7:18-25]

It was Thursday evening, July 23, 2020, when the Spirit of God led our weekly Home Bible Meeting Group into a discussion on these verses, and began to illuminate our minds to understand the rich eternal treasures that are above, in the Heavenly realms.  We talked about…

  • It wasn’t this way in the very beginning, Abba Father, when You first created Mankind in the person of Adam, to be the father of the human race.  He had the capability and capacity to bring great glory to Your name…far greater glory than all else in the Created universe…by using his free will to freely choose to be what You created him to be, rather than to be something other than what You created him to be.  And what did You create him to be…what did You create Mankind to be?  A being that would freely choose to do Your will rather than its own will…a being that would live in absolute obedience to Your will, by choice.  And so Adam was given the opportunity to bring great glory to Your name through the exercise of his free will to freely choose to obey Your one command…Your one and only restriction placed on his life.  Unfortunately, he chose to exercise the free will You had given him to do what seemed best to him…to do what he wanted…rather than to obey Your will through obedience to Your one command clearly outlined to him.  As a result, the pure and holy human nature he was created with became tainted by sin, and would forevermore be enslaved by sin…human nature now a prisoner held captive by sin.  Through Adam, all of Mankind has now inherited a sin-enslaved human nature…and I have no power whatsoever of my own to set myself free.  I am hopelessly powerless, hopelessly impotent, hopelessly helpless to do so. 
  • My human nature is enslaved by sin.  I have a sin-enslaved human nature that is a prisoner of sin, held captive by sin, in bondage to sin, enslaved by sin…and has no power whatsoever to free itself from sin.  Nor does it even want to!  I am hopelessly powerless, hopelessly impotent, hopelessly helpless to free myself from sin.  I have no power to stand against temptations and sins in the power of my sin-enslaved human nature; it loves sin and desires to satisfy its own self-life and self-interests.  Why, then, would I ever think that in reliance upon my human capabilities and capacities, by my own efforts and strength, I can free myself from sin?  The overriding characteristic of my sin-enslaved human nature is that it is enslaved by sin.  If I had the power to be free, then it would not be a sin-enslaved human nature in the first place, and I would not be a prisoner.  I could free myself and walk away from sin.  But that is obviously not the case; my sin-enslaved human nature has no power to do so.  It has no power to free itself from sin, and no desire to do so.  For my sin-enslaved human nature has a strong desire to suppress the Holy Spirit Who dwells in me as a born-again child of God, and the Spirit constantly has a strong desire to suppress my sin-enslaved human nature.  They are in conflict with each other, so that I am hindered by my sin-enslaved human nature from freely doing what I desire to do in obedience to God. [Gal 5:17] 
  • Life in the power of the flesh is characterized by trying rather than by trusting.  It is a life requiring my continual striving and struggling; all of my efforts, redoubled efforts, and strength; all my commitments and resolutions; all my pledges and promises.  Even then…the absolute weakness of my sin-enslaved human nature guarantees I will utterly fail, because by doing so I will have blocked the Holy Spirit and His Power from working through me, with me, in me.  Beloved child…a life of trying in the power of your flesh ignores My Eternal provision for your living a holy and righteous life: the gift of My Holy Spirit given to dwell in you, and His eternal Power made available to you.  It disregards My command to keep on being continually filled with My Holy Spirit, giving Him free reign over the conduct of your everyday life.  Even just trying by your own efforts and in your own strength to live a holy and righteous life is in itself presumes that you are fully capable of doing so, and do not need Me.  It presumes that you can be well-pleasing in My sight in the power of your sin-enslaved human nature.  It is an assertion of your self-reliance and self-sufficiency, and that you have no need for dependence upon My Holy Spirit.  It is not well-pleasing to Me; it is a life of utter failure and spiritual bankruptcy!  The truth of the matter is…apart from Me you can do nothing that is good, or pleasing, or acceptable to God!  You can only live your life either in the Power of the Spirit or in the power of the flesh.  You cannot live in both at the same time; it is either one or the other.  You cannot serve 2 masters.  So I say, live out each day in accordance with your new life in the Power of the indwelling Holy Spirit.  Then you won’t be doing what your sinful nature craves.  Those who belong to Christ Jesus have nailed the passions and desires of their sinful nature to His cross and crucified them there.  Since you are now living by the Spirit, follow the Spirit’s leading in every part of your life.  Always remember: Not by might nor by power, but by My Spirit, says the LORD Almighty. [Gal 5:16, 24-25; Zech 4:6] 

As our discussion continued along that evening under the guidance of the Holy Spirit’s leading, we were discussing Scriptures concerning how the Lord Jesus sets a believer free from the bondage of sin…that all human beings by nature have a sin-enslaved human nature…and can only be set free by Christ through His atonement for sin by virtue of His death on a cross on our behalf.  When I am born again, it is as literal and real a birth as was my physical birth…and I become a new creation…a new person, whereby my former moral and spiritual condition has passed away, and all things have become new.  I no longer live my life out of my sin-enslaved human nature, but now live my new life out of the divine nature of God’s Holy Spirit dwelling within me by virtue of being born again.  That is why only those born-again can know, and have, and experience, the indwelling Holy Spirit.

During our discussion, the Holy Spirit swept over one of our group members and so opened up his mind and heart to this truth…in a depth he had never seen before… that he literally, visibly, was filled with a fullness of joy!  He could hardly contain himself!  He was wired in the Spirit, and began to testify with power about what God had done, and was continually doing, in his life!  He testified that when he is tormented and terrorized with overwhelming evil thoughts, images, and imaginations in his heart [and he knew nothing about what I was going through], his God and Father reaches down and plucks His child out of Satan’s grasp and into safety, declaring with determined purpose, No!  You can’t have My child; he belongs to Me!  He was anointed…and continued to testify about the utter weakness of his flesh and how helpless he was to resist by his own efforts and strength, and that if he tried to do so it would only guarantee his failure!  He testified how the Power of the Holy Spirit in his life was the source of his strength, and apart from Him he could do nothing!  He just went on and on, carried away in the Spirit into the heavenly realms for the remainder of our meeting, continually praising God, proclaiming the Word of God with boldness and power!  I just sat there and listened, thanking God for how He was touching this brother whom He was calling, and using, as the “pastor of Walmart!”  And it brought to his mind a song that had so touched him…a powerful song with a powerful message…so he pulled it up on his phone and played it for us.  The link is below, if you want to hear it.  It is not my particular choice in Christian music…but I put myself in his place, and could embrace its powerful message as we all listened to it!  The song is by CASTING CROWNS, entitled SET ME FREE:

I myself was so blessed by the manifest Presence of the Holy Spirit in our meeting that evening that I never realized that God had quietly touched and anointed me as well with the “anointing of promise” that I had been desperately crying out to Him for.  Over the past several weeks [actually, for a number of years…but now with an intense desperation] I had been pleading with Him for this anointing that I had been granted once before, in the Fall 1984 when I was just a 3 year old child of God, that I had lost because I had carelessly let it slip away, not appreciating in my spiritual babyhood how precious this treasure really was.  I was pleading with my Father…that I could not live without it…that I could not serve as His messenger, His ministering spirit, His watchman with boldness, freedom, and confidence, with spiritual power and authority, unless I had this anointing of promise.  I wasn’t asking for an anointing of privilege; that is God’s prerogative.  No; I was asking for the anointing that was promised…that I had been granted once before.  I knew what it was; and I knew I no longer had it.  The anointing of promise is the full blessing of Pentecost…and it is only granted to those who hunger and thirst for it…to those who are wholly surrendered unto God, wholly given for the blessing and salvation of souls…to those who by faith abide in the Holy of Holies in the unclouded Presence of the Father.  Blessed Jesus, You assured me: “Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness…a purity, holiness, and righteousness of my own in living out my everyday life.  You assured me that I will be filled…that my longing will be completely satisfied, and I will be filled up to the measure of all the fullness of God, to the richest measure of Your unclouded Presence, a soul wholly filled and flooded with God Himself! [Mt 5:6]  That is the anointing of promise!  And even more beyond that… Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God. [Mt 5:8]

On that evening God my Father heard the desperate cry of my heart, and quietly, silently, granted me the anointing of promise.  From that evening forward, the evil thoughts, images, and imaginations in my heart still came a number of times expecting to torment and terrorize me as they had always done…but now they had absolutely no power at all, were of none effect, and weren’t even the least bother.  The anointing is not just a greater power than what had been coming to torment and terrorize me; no, the anointing completely neutralizes their power so that they are meaningless and have no affect whatsoever.  The anointing of promise is the second greatest gift granted by God…second only to the gift of eternal life.  No child of God should ever be satisfied without having it; but as you can see from this testimony, there is a cost to the anointing.  Child of God…are you willing to pay the price?

I don’t know whether in the depths of your heart you really believe there is a God in Heaven or not, but this I do know…both Al and Jackie were dead in their trespasses and sins, but the Spirit of God knew what would draw each of them into a saving relationship with Christ Jesus, and He knew that I would follow His leading to participate with Him in that work.  Mine was the blessing of being used as a ministering spirit, sent to serve those who are inheriting salvation!
I proclaim to you Christ Jesus…the One Who existed from the beginning, from Eternity Past, Whom I have heard with the ears of my own inner being, and have seen with my own spiritual eyes.  I have gazed upon Him and have spiritually touched Him with my own hands.  He is the Word of Life.  His Life is continually being revealed to me; I have seen it and testify to it, and I proclaim to you that He is the One Who is Eternal Life.  He always existed with the Father, and is now continually being manifested afresh and anew to me.  I proclaim to you what I have personally seen and heard in the depths of my soul, so that you also may enjoy this same fellowship together with us.  The fellowship I continually enjoy is with the Father and with His Son, Christ Jesus.  I am writing these things so that you also may fully share together with me in this fullness of joy! [1 John 1:1-4].  It is our birth-right as a child of the Most High God!

Friends, brothers and sisters…

There is one absolutely necessary preparation for every living soul on the face of this Earth, for the soon coming and imminent return of Jesus Christ…the one preparation that will irrevocably determine in which neighborhood you will spend all eternity, whether in Heaven or in Hell.  You must be a born-again child of God.  I tell you the truth, unless you are born again, you cannot be in God’s Kingdom.  I tell you the truth, no one can ever enter the Kingdom of God unless you are born of water and the Spirit.  Flesh gives birth to flesh, but the Spirit gives birth to spirit.  You should not be surprised at My saying you must be born again. [Jesus…John 3:3-7]

If you have never been born again, 
or you are not sure whether you have been born again,
or you have been living your life as a lukewarm Christian and would now like to recommit your life and enter into a deep and intimate relationship with Christ Jesus in preparation for the soon coming marriage supper of the Lamb…
then I counsel you to get alone with God, read the solemn marriage vows you must make to become the bride of Christ and thereby be born-again, [], and with sincerity of heart from within the depths of your being, acknowledge before God, “I DO.”


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